The Eye

Huh, so this is what humans call blogs. I may have to get used to this.

Anyway, this body belongs to Upsilon Zeak, a follower of the scum known as Dreichmann.

How fortunate, now I can go through with my plan. Providing Upsilon doesn't try & succeed in reclaiming he body.

I doubt she will, very few do manage after implanting the eye.

Anyway, Dreichmann has become somewhat of a concern. Me & the other fears are wondering how to treat this situation.

Out only problem is that Dreichmann or the Black Dog has important allies. If we'd kill him it would create a disturbance of balance.

It's a pain.

I have to wonder....

There might be one person who can help me out.

Eye

I had a meeting today, an interesting one to say the least. I don't know what it was or if it was a fear or not.
It was a girl, one of her eyes was missing but outside of that she looked pretty normal.

She handed me her eyeball, saying that it would solve my problems.

I took it.

I took out my knife, reached behind my left eye and popped it out. I placed the eyeball inside of me.
This feels strangely calming.

Its like I was reborn, re-energized.

Cleansed.

Run

Here's a tip. When trying to get rid of a body, don't drag it like I did. It just leaves a trail of blood and if you are the murderer, feeling incredibly guilty for it then its just going to be a painful experience.

But that's what I did, dragging it from the hotel, freezing time in the process to attract attention to myself.

When did I learn to stop time?
It's kind of one of the things Ben taught me, its not really a thing I'm allowed to use often as it involves using the godsway and it kind of catches the attention of the fears.

I made an exception this time.

After what I perceived to be an hour of just dragging the lifeless corpse of Ellery I finally managed to get to the river. That's where I proceeded to dump xer body in the lake.

I watched for a while xer body just floating away in the water, coloring the lake with xer blood and brain fluids.

I made time go on normally again, walking away.

It's not safe for me to be here. I don't want to be here.
Ben is not being the person I thought he was, dismissing a death like this. I don't feel like I can live here or anywhere for the matter.

I'm going on the run.
I don't care if the fears go after me.

I hope they kill me.

It will cleanse me.

Body

So today I woke up without a clue where I had gotten. I was in a park near the hotel.
When I went up to my room, I saw xer.

Ellery.

Lying on the floor, xer face just as I left it.
Xe was lifeless, of course xe was..
I didn't know how xe got here or why xe was here to begin with.

Xer blood was leaking, soiling the carpet. It was a sight to be hold for sure.

Why is the body here?

Why...

Replacement

Excuse me if I am not in the mood to cheer and wave and blog to all my might.

All I've been doing is whine, moan and watch pay-per-view movies in my hotel room. Ben told me to just move on, that Ellery didn't matter anyway, but I found it kind of harsh what I did. Sure, EAT would've killed her anyway by making xer part of EAT's massive hive mind.

Did that justify it? Maybe, but that doesn't change the fact that I feel like crap now.

I'm not like my sister, I can't just kill people for the sake of it. There has to be a reason and that reason used to be that they were fear servant.

But now I'm beginning to question even that.

I felt like slapping Ben in the face when he told me he was going to find a new helper.

Like Ellery just was some exposable pawn. Xe wasn't...

The replacement is Emily, an 8 year old girl. Well, I suppose the benefitting part is that I can't talk to her or get attached to her like with Ellery.

Her mouth is sewn shut.

"Why did you sow her mouth shut?" I asked.

"I didnt, she did it out of her own free will" Ben said resting his hand on her head. "Isn't that right Emily?"

Emily nodded.

Screw this...I will get myself a separate room and drink Bourbon until I can't feel feelings.

Death

So something unexpected happened.
While we were strolling around, trying to figure out how we could best destroy EAT; a camper attacked us. It was quite out of the blue as well. He attacked Ellery, sort of biting xer. I'm not sure what exactly he did to xer, but thats what it looked like.

After I killed the camper, what I noticed is that Ellery's skin was blue, along with her hair color changing into said color as well. It wasn't that grand, but I figured that xe would become a camper soon enough.

I did the natural thing. Walked up to xer, put my glock in xer mouth & pulled the trigger.

It may sound like it was easy for me to do and I'm just a cold blooded killer who doesn't care about anyone. It wasn't easy. It took me a while to just be able to do the first part.

To say that Ellery's shyness made xer cute is like an understatement, so this was the equivalent of going up to a new born kitten and shooting it in the head.

Am I proud of this? No...but his was a rather preemptive strike, since as a camper xe wouldn't be alive anyway.

Still...

I feel unclean.

I just-

Fight

We arrived at the gathering. It couldn't have been more than maybe 12 campers there. Ben was anxious to just slaughter them all. Ben never liked EAT, in fact I think he hates EAT with a burning passion.

I once asked Ben why he hates EAT so much.

"Whisper, its because she doesn't deserve all this power. She doesn't deserve being one of the mightiest. It should be I"

His eye twitched a bit, which makes me believe that its only half the reason why he hates her. Something happened, but I didn't feel like pushing it.

The battle, what can I say about it?

Ben charged at them, turning into the Black Dog once again and mauled two of them with ease. I started shooting at them as I ran towards them. I must've killed 3 just by doing that.

It was a success. Ellery didn't do much though, xe struggled with one of the campers punching xer. But that didn't last long since we were there to help. Xe killed one camper though, which is a start.
Xer technique was shoot until whatever your problem was drops, I guess that works, but it would've been a bit more professional had xe had her eyes open during.

Ben returned to his human form, overlooking the now deceased campers.

"EAT didn't put up much of a fight today, now did she?"

"I don't think she cared about 12 campers. 12 campers are easily replaceable" I said.

"Yeah, I guess you're right" He said.

"That was cool of you guys" Ellery said all the sudden.

We looked towards xer.

"Your fighting styles are awesome!"

Xe hadn't talked much before this, so I guess we were a bit surprised. We just smiled at xer.

I guess this was a productive day.